So the biggest football game of all time in the history of man is on right now and I have decided to write this blog. Of course the next time The Packers play the Vikings that will be the biggest game of all time so enjoy this one while you can. I mean fucking seriously ESPN is there nothing you won't hype up in your quest to totally dilute the overall enjoyment I derive from sports?
I promise this is not some sort of post about how "this is the first day of the rest of my life," because that is just a really lame thing to say. People who say that all ready have a defeatist attitude. That is not me.
I was sitting around I think yesterday probably watching a football game and I suddenly thought what the hell am I doing with life man? No it wasn't because I felt guilty for sitting around inside on such a good day or because there are kids in Indonesia who have to eat bugs to sustain life (though both those things have a varying degree of sucktitude). It is more or less one of those things were I am not happy with my current lot in life.
Make no mistake I am not feeling suicidal and I don't plan on joining a book club. Its not that life sucks but more or less that it doesn't fucking rock. My job is not something I enjoy doing and most of the night life around here has become not only repetitive but sort of lame. IT could be so much better if instead of just going with the flow I actually took some chances and was more proactive in various outlets of my life. I know the things that will make me happier and outcome be dead fuck it lets do it live and go for it.
That includes writing more. Though I enjoy writing these blogs I have had an idea for a book in my head for a very long time that I think could be pretty good that I want to finally get started on. I also want to finish a short story I started a year ago that needs some polish.
So yeah. Thats where we are now.
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